I know it's been said....it's been said over and over...cancer sucks....life is not fair...why them? why not Charles Manson?
Jessie lost her mother and Beth lost her husband. How do they go on?
How do you comfort them?
What can possibly be said that has any meaning at all?
How does one fill the hole, the void?
How do they get passed the physical pain of this loss?
How does the world continue to function and more importantly, why?
There really is no meaning to war!
Who can enjoy a wedding?
Why the smiles?
What could possibly be funny?
A baseball game?
Laughing babies?
Spring, not so lovely anymore.
Christmas?
Thanksgiving?
Birthdays?
When does the pain go?
May I PLEASE enjoy a holiday?
Just going through the motions of life, in a dream, hoping to wake up, clear the fog!
Let me see clearly again.
It can't be.
It can't happen to me, to him, to her.
Even if there is strong faith, the day to day living is spent wondering why?
Why MY young Mom? Why MY young husband?
Will time heal the pain?
Will the pain be a memory this time next year? 5 years? 10 years?
Nope, I don't think so.....time will take the edge off the pain, but the pain will always be there, underneath, waiting for something to trigger it to come to the surface.... a fresh new wound...
This is dark side of life....
Im soooo bummed......
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